the scar come back (again) . watch out !

yaak, td mlm luka itu kembali kepikiran saya...Grrr...
krn melihat sebuah dokumentasi .
Enggak seharusnya sih sesedih dan semarah itu. tp yaa...this is my feeling, and i can't hold it any longer.
dan pas tragedi itu terjadi (ceilah..) ak lgsg chat sm take..
masih inget kan sm take? yg tmn ak di kampus.
chating cm kasih link fotonya, trs nulis "sakit" . hehe. cengeng ya? gpp deh :p
dan hr ini ak br membuat gebrakan dl hidup..yup. kenapa gebrakan?
ak ga pernah berani speak up, ngeluarin yg ada didalam sini (nunjuk kearah dada.hehe)
jadi menulis lah saya disalah satu akun http://twitter.com/fitrianyhebat

"perempuan perusak hubungan org, jelas bkn wanita yg baik. DENGAN ALASAN APAPUN.

Pantaslah, dia mendapatkan lelaki yg tdk baik pula. Yang mengotori hub. dengan perselingkuhan. Bastard ! *sorry*"

jujur, itu kata2 paling kasar sepanjang hidup saya. people can CHANGED. itu yg bs terjadi saat kita ngalamin sesuatu yg menyakitkan. sangat nyakitin.
bener kata om john legend, "everybody knows, but nobody really know"
cm mantan ak dan ak yg tau apa yg sebenernya terjadi, sampe knp seorang fitri bs sangat ngerasa sakit seperti ini.
but, i'm not sure he knew very well. haha.

banyak yg ak bs pelajari dr mslh ini.
kadang kalian ga tau / ga sadar, sebenernya org yg bnr2 baik dan kalian butuh itu ada disamping kalian. sangat dekat dengan kalian.

sorry, bkn mau blg ak org yg bnr2 baik. nggak, i can't assess myself .
tp kadang, kita as human, suka ngerasa ga puas.
ga puas dgn hubungan yg udah ada...sehingga mencari kebahagiaan lain .
soal ini , I CAN'T ACCEPT !

hey, everybody ever felt bored with their relationship. have a problem. it's normall right?
but it can't be the reason for you, so you can affair with someone. IT'S A BIG NO !

"Risk is just part of relationships. Sometimes they work, sometimes they don't. -Lock and Key"
yes, and it doesn't work for me.hahaha

When people walk away from you, let them go. It just means that their part in your story is over.
Yes, past is history. We are living today, look forward, tomorrow's a headstart.

-Goodbye-