dad, i miss you

hi dad,

how are you? i'm sorry if i forget send a prayer for you . sometimes.

but you always know, i love you.

dad, being children who do not have a father is difficult.

increasing age, increasingly felt.

because we more understand the meaning of a father.

yes, i'm 20th years old now. 5 years older since your gone.

you know dad, me your daughter will become a doctor. Insya Allah.

yaaa...not easy way to get there. but i'll do my best : )

how it feels there, dad? are you happy?

are you meet grandpa, grandma?

i hope you always happy there, don't need to think about world affairs

dad, i realize your part as a father would still exist .

so i feel lost.

yes, there was a brother, mother.

but father still father. can't replaced with anything.

i still your little girl, dad.

sometimes i am crying.

sometimes i am affraid.

i shouldn't being sissy.

i should be more stronger

i'm just missing you, dad.

when a man loves a woman #lyric

When a man loves a woman
Can’t keep his mind on nothing else
He’d trade the world
For a good thing he’s found
If she is bad, he can’t see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he puts her down

When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Trying to hold on to what he needs
He’d give up all his comforts
And sleep out in the rain
If she said that’s the way
It tought to be

When a man loves a woman
I give you everything I got (yeah)
Trying to hold on
To your precious love
Baby please don’t treat me bad

When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He’s the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see

Yes when a man loves a woman
I know exactly how he feels
’cause baby, baby, baby
I am a man
When a man loves a woman

PS: I Love You

do you know story about ps. i love you?

yaa, i'm never read the novel. but i watched the movie.

my first opinion, ohhh damn, ROMANTIC !

ok, kita review dikit ceritanya ya...

Holly sangat sedih saat ditinggal suaminya (Gerry) .

Gerry adalah sosok suami yang luar biasa, dia sangat baik, msh muda (30thn), tapi ia hrs meninggal karena sakit.

Holly berjuang untuk melanjutkan hidupnya walaupun separuh nyawanya seperti hilang ketika sang suami meninggal

.

Berkat cinta dari keluarga, sahabat, juga catatan2 dari Gerry yang penuh cinta untuk istrinya agar dapat meneruskan hidup dengan bahagia.

yup, entah memang sudah direncanakan atau Gerry memang sdh tau kalau dia akan pergi untuk selamanya meninggalkan Holly.

Gerry membuat catatan2 kecil, datang bertahap.

the best thing is ,the process which makes Holly be able to live. feel alive again. even without her housband.

when Holly's birthday, someone came to Holly's house to give a cake.

and guess what? it's from Gerry.

There is also a voice recording, Gerry gives clues to the next letter.

every letter from Gerry, there is always writing

ps. i love you

Day too soon #lyric

Pick me up in your arms
Carry me away from harm
You're never gonna put me down
I know you're just one good man
You'll tire before we see land
You're never gonna put me down

Oh I've been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah I've been waiting all my life
You're not a day you're not day too soon

Honey I will stitch you
Darling I will fit you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart

You'll risk all this for just a kiss
I promise I will not resist
Promise you won't hold me down
And when we reach a good place
Let's be sure to leave no trace
Promise they won't track us down

Now I've been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah, I've been waiting all my life
You're not a day, you're not a day too soon

Honey I will stitch you
Darling I will feel you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart

I've been running all my life
I ran away, I ran away from good
Yeah I've been waiting all my life
You're not a day, you're not a day too soon

Oh honey I will stitch you
Darling I will feel you in my heart
Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart

i'm sorry :(

Allah,

it's so hard to always remember You when i'm happy.

But it's easier to pray, and begging You when i fall.

Astaghfirullah...

REVENGE is EVIL

someone told me, i just want revenge
i'm crying.
someone who loves me,
someone i love,
talk to me like that.
yes, i'm crying.

God, only You know the truth is.
only You know, what are these hearts.
I am ever disappointed, I am ever felt hurt, I am ever felt angry.
but i am never revenge.

Astaghfirullah.

F.E.A.R

a few weeks ago, he came to apologized and regrets.

by message.
the beginning, i can not forgive him.
can't accepted for what he had done.
but day by day, i try to give him a chance. until now.
God must have some purpose behind it all.
i don't know the truth.
i don't know what his hearts.
everyday, i just pray.
don't let people hurt me (again).
my only fear.

everything happens for a reason !

In life we must get hurt in order to grow,
we must fail in order to know.
Everything happens for a reason.

by. tiffany william

-D O S A-

Adalah sebuah dosa jika kita, tidak melakukan hal yg terbaik,
untuk orang yg kita cintai.

by. Danu Umbara

bended on knees #lyric

Darling I, I can't explain, Where did we lose our way, 'Girl it's driving me insane. And I know I just need one more chance, To prove my love to you. And if you come back to me, I'll guarantee, That I'll never let you go. Can we go back to the days Our love was strong. Can you tell me how A perfect love goes wrong. Can somebody tell me How to get things back, The way they used to be. Oh God, give me the reason, I'm down on bended knee. I'll never walk again, Until you come back to me, I'm down on bended knee. So many nights I dream of you. Holding my pillow tight I know, That I don't need to be alone. When I open up my eyes, To face reality, Every moment without you, It seems like eternity. I'm begging you, begging you come back to me. Baby, I'm sorry, Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done. Please come back home girl. I know you put all your trust in me, I'm sorry I let you down. Please forgive me. I'm gonna swallow my pride, Say I'm sorry, Stop pointing fingers, The blame is on me. I want a new life, And I want it with you. If you feel the same, Don't ever let it go. You gotta believe in the spirit of love, It will heal all things, Won't hurt any more. No I don't believe our love's terminal. I'm down on my knees, Begging you please, Come home. Wanna build a new life, Just you and me. Gonna make you my wife, Raise a family.

first, you refused me

"he too often hurt you"
"remember, when you made a mistake. he never forgive you. even you go to meet him. far away from jakarta. and bended on knees "
"he still refused you"

face the future :)

You don't forget your past.

You only learn to forget it
and try to continue living without burdens.

by. tiffany william

boy meet girl

boy : hey, why you looks so pretty today?
girl : i do it for you :)

where are you?

i've been so long being alone
where are you?
TRUE LOVE

waktu yg tepat untuk berpisah #lyric

Dan bila kau harus pergi
Jauh dan takkan kembali
Ku akan merelakanmu bila kau bahagia
Selamanya di sana walaupun tanpaku

Ku akan mengerti cinta dengan semua yang terjadi
Pastikan saja langkahmu tetap berarti
Bisakah aku tanpamu
Sanggupkah aku tanpamu

Sehangat pelukan hujan saat kau lambaikan tangan
Tenang wajahmu berbisik
Inilah waktu yang tepat ‘tuk berpisah
Selembut belaian badai saat kau palingkan arah
Jejak langkahmu terbaca
Inilah waktu yang tepat ‘tuk berpisah

Ku akan pahami cinta
Dengan apa yang terjadi
Pastikan saja mimpimu tetap berarti

Aku tak pernah mengharap untuk kau kembali
Saat kau temukan duniamu
Aku tak pernah menunggu tuk kau kembali
Saat bahagia mahkotamu bila kedamaian selimutimu
Jangan kau kembali…

if i were a boy #lyric

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

i'm just a human. have a limit

someone who looks tough, it doesn't mean he/she is strong.

maybe, they only wearing his/her mask,
to cover their FRAGILITY .

boy

hey boy, stop being a person who most needed by a girl .
We also want to feel needed and meaning in your eyes .